Sometimes you try, and try but it does not happen. I have experience, knowledge, but I have a great challenge I am not fluent in Japanese, so I am not getting where I want … Soon it will be 1 year that I arrived here.
Iam now trying to find a way out, another solution. To relax and try new things I have made below
maybe it is just a new hobby, but it helps me to deal with my hard time and doubts at this moment.